MY DESIRE

I'm wonderfully and wholly made by God. I am intelligent, no doubt, I've got ideas, I know. But, I'm not really living up to my potentials. Something is wrong somewhere. The world is not fair. The world is cruel. This is not God's plan for my life. I want God to reveal his undiluted plans for me. I have chosen to be in a medical field, well, yes because I believe I can make it. Though, in secondary school, especially in SS1, I never enjoyed subjects like biology, it was calculations for me then. I thought I had this analytical skills until I was shown the way to GHI. God bless Uncle Femi! Uncle Femi is a very great man, he's a disciplinarian and he's capable of spoon feeding you anything you wish to know. There, I was monitored and guided, I became interested in a medical profession. I felt I want to be around people and make things happen. I want my skills and knowledge to be in demand. I wanted something challenging. I wanted constant amelioration. I want to be respected in the society. I was ready to go ahead. During my first year, I performed fairly. I didn't really know what medical courses entail, I studied like I was studying for WAEC. I was kind of down. I stood up again and kept encouraging myself. I knew I was shallow minded. I kept trying, I needed to study more, I needed to be more prayerful. I knew God was my strength. I never had the idea of sitting for so long and staying up late with textbooks, despite that I was preparing for a weeding exam. Though, I did little of that. During second semester, something struck me. The courses were becoming hard, especially Anatomy and Physiology. Now plain nervous system, almost succeeded in getting my head off my neck then. I want to be better. I want to be the best. I want to be good at a what I do. I believe in hard work and prayers. I'm determined. I have to do it. I want to take up challenges. I don't want to be afraid of making mistakes. I know it takes lots of doings. When you're passionate about something, have fun, you'll learn to love it and that's when it clicks.